A woman's wife and wife

Now, the most fun is to meet the first grandson born this year. It was a calm and peaceful time to be free from the burden of parenting. But this feeling not satisfied. There was certainly what the part of "woman" left in me wanted. I don't want to love burning. I just want to stick until the head becomes white. If you put yourself in such a situation, what will become of you? The delusion extends as it exchanges with the strange man connected by the matching app. I can't stand it any longer. I'm ashamed to be a good old man, but I want a man.